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the dances
the dance of doubts
the space dance
the dance of the lights
the dance of our distance
the dance of my memory and forgetfulness
the dance of the pain
of the radical scream
of your soft voice
the dance of our sex
our sweet smell
the dance of the asses shaking against the faces
the sunset dance
the fucking crazy crying absurd dance
i miss you dancing
the dance of failure
and
the impossible touch dance
the shame dance
the getting lost lost lost on it
dance
far away dances
first dance
seeing you dancing dance
the anger dance anger anger
whatever not dance being tired of dancing
so frustrating to see you all
dancing
the dance of sleeping
morning dances
hard morning not romantic dances
slapping on faces dance
dance to see you all and beyond
to not see you anymore
i lost my dance
there is no dance to be danced
the dance of losing time
the time dance
her voice is dance
dance of her voice
the normal dances
fast fast fast dances
drunk dances
ritual dances
when i touched you for the first time
dance
obsessions dance
there was no dance
grass dance
fire dance
burned dances
body dances
death dances
making love in dance
horny dances
boring dances
fuck, fuck
dances
cold dances
let it go dances
for dancing
your smell dance
the dance of meeting you
the dance of my fingers sliding in your legs
the dance of your hands in my back
the dance of not knowing how to start a dance
the dance for a end
final dances
farewell dances
dances to farewell
dances of departures
good byes dances
beginning dances
starting dancing
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โ ยฐ . *ใใใยฐใ.ใยฐโ ใ. * โ ยธ
โ โ โ โ โ TEXTS & WRITINGS โ โ โ โ โ
๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐๐ค & ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐, ๐๐ ๐๐ก๐ ๐ค๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐, ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐
โด
๐ค๐๐ฏ๐ค๐๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ ๐ก๐๐ฐ โด
TRAPAรAS: โด โด
๐ด๐ข ๐ฏ๐ข๐ช๐๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค.
โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ
i dance because my stomach can't digest it all
i dance because i forgot how to start to walk
i dance because i want to kill my sexual abuser
i dance because of the trees
i dance because of the sea
i dance because we could get lost
i dance because i'm not a woman
i dance because iโm alive
i dance because i didnโt answer you that night
i dance because it's a party
i dance because i'm in crises
i dance because it's a crises
i dance because i know i'm going to die
i dance because is my work
i dance because you looked at my eyes
I dance because in secret in that room, either mine either yours, you touched my back with very shaking hands, and I couldnโt do anything about it
i dance because it doesnโt serve for anything
i dance because i could be in silence
I dance because of sound
i dance because of poetry
i dance because i was violent with you
i dance because it hurts
i dance because of celebration and laughs and fun and joy and music
i dance because i can grief
i dance because sweating it's pretty nice
i dance because im fucking angry
i dance because i can't solve that
i dance because of her eyes
i dance because one day i could fall asleep in your arms
i dance because of the violence i couldn't stop
i dance because im stupid and finally it doesnt change a shit
i dance because i'm very lost
i dance because she just message me and i fear telling her that we should just fuck
i dance because i fail all the time to try to get how did we got in here
i dance because we should stop
i dance because it's not romantic
i dance because i'm very romantic
i dance because i don't care and i care too much
i dance because of his suicide
i dance because of her suicide
i dance because once we went in the fields and screamed screamed out loud
i dance because love is not enough
i dance because of pindorama
i dance because of aggressions
i dance because i lost all my documents
i dance because i got stuck at the border
I dance because of trying to scape
I dance to scape
I dance to arrive while curving into the promise of where to go
I dance because I broke several promises
I dance because several promises broke me
i dance because of going to motels in lapa at the age of 18 and fucking in
afternoons
i dance because i canโt
i dance because i still falling in love very fast with poison eyes
i dance because we keep forgetting that
i dance because of eu receberia as piores notรญcias dos teus lindos lรกbios
i dance because i fear
i dance because its fucking awesome
i dance because i can forget something i am
i dance because i can actively put myself out of self and spin spin spin until i fall
i dance because i don't know how to fall
i dance because i can fall
i dance because i fall
I dance because I could not learn things otherwise
I dance because my body is not mine
i dance because i'm going to die
i dance because i forgot that
i dance because our bodies are here
i dance because of that gunshot
i dance because i want to scape
i dance because you loved me
i dance because you loved me that night
i dance because of maria and that joyfull angryness dance before an abortion
i dance because i steal
i dance because of samba
i dance because i could run and run and run and run after you decided to suicide
i dance because i don't know you
i dance because of the waterfall
I dance because of my head turning turning turning
I dance because of falling
I dance because of falling out of love
i dance because i already loved and was loved by someone
i dance because it felt home
i dance because i incorporate
i dance because there is no other way
i dance because it makes me imagine that its possible to be here and now
i dance because very often feels impossible to be here and now
I dance because not always I want you or fuck with you or kiss you or even know you
I dance because I have been falling asleep while being your smile in my thoughts
I dance because I love to feel the smell of my own sweat
I feel because this feels very disturbing
I dance because of the rhythms that drive my beat my heart my step
I dance bacause the space can move around and I can see so many other things dancing and forget about how tired of my own self im
I dance because I donโt like myself so much sometimes sometimes sometimes
mostly in therapy these days
I dance because this shit gets extremely personal but I know its not about me
I dance because of the plot
I dance because I fear the day my mother is going to die
I dance because of courages
I dance because of your kisses and smiles
I dance because I can get out of breath and spin and laugh and cry and fall out of balance
I dance because of joy
I dance because you can forget me and I donโt mind, anymore
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๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐;
๐๐๐๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐โ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐
๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ : ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ๐๐๐
๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ก๐ข๐๐
๐กโ๐ ๐โ๐๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ ;
โ๐ข๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ข๐โ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐โ ๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐คโ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ข๐โ๐๐๐: ๐ โ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐ค๐๐กโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐กโ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐: ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ง๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐รง๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
โด
๐ค๐๐ฏ๐ค๐๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ ๐ก๐๐ฐ โด
TRAPAรAS: โด โด
๐ด๐ข ๐ฏ๐ข๐ช๐๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค.
โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ โโ
dancing to
the not sent message, to what is not mine, to the violence of modernity, to the smiles of friends, to the hug of honest reconciliation, to morning sex, to the fear or hurting a beloved, to the shyness, to the healing, to the looking at that eyes, to the transmutations, to the night i didnt come, to try, to the fragility of being there, to the sand under my feet, to the smell of her sex, to the people i donโt remember, to the lost stories, to the fears, to the places i couldnt go, to the self im not, to the pillow i lost, to the things i abandoned, to the dreams i forgot, to the body i cant have, to the loud laughter, to the hug we gave, to the eyes of her, to the lips of them, to the smell of his, to the fear of death, to the joy of dying, to the failure, to the attempt, to the laughing crises, to the brokenness of insisting, to the dream of last night, to the dances
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the attempt to
i say sorry to my plants
for how to believe in something
shaking moving performance
to articulate the thing
its not about me
listening turning turning
gaze
lazy&horny
i miss others-the gatherings
i feel surrounded
pleasure
tiredness (resources) (conditions)
exposures
i dont care about the aesthetics
(the concern of the market)
incorporation
labor
Im not creating anything
edges
resistances&surrendering
moving host
dancing the dance that is there
common
fantasies
poetics
i often feel like a visitor
not knowing how to proceed
formless
call in
Touch distance
I dont want my practice to become a threat
to create *shows*
validations
rereading my body
i have to find another dance
resurfaced
healing
itโs important to know how to gather
this dance was never about me. the trap the trap the trap. this is not about me, im just there. leave me alone.
there is a hybrid of body and image
look look look
im not there - i dont care about identifying/ and its not in movement, because im tired. im not in movement. Im tired.
sleeping sleeping sleeping
my body as an offer. dont make it about me. my body as an offer. how hard it is to sustain
to sustain
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